Thursday, October 27

Five Songs That Describe My Mood-- The "I'm BAAAAACK!!!" Edition


Yo!! I've missed ya'll!! Did you miss me?

I've been around. Reading folks blogs here there and everywhere, but not updating my own.

That's some bass-ackwards shit ain't it?

But, ya girl is feeling better, doing better, no longer in the dark confines of severe deep depression, but still a little down and out. Not to bad though, cause I've realized that I don't need to depend on other people to make me happy, I just need me. 30 damn years old and that shit is just now getting into my thick ass skull. I tell you. I guess it's true that you're never too old to learn.

Once again, I want to say to all that have prayed for me, sent shouts, and even thought about me for 2 seconds last Tuesday, THANK YOU. I know it all helped in some way, shape, or form. It was the support I needed from you all, and you have no idea how much that meant to me.

Without further adu, I bring to you for your listening pleasure...

5 Songs That Describe My Mood-- I'm Baaaaack Edition

1 Me Myself And I-- Beyonce-- I tried to hate her... I did, I promise... I just couldn't. I still can't. This song is my mantra at this particular point in time. Me, myself and I... cause that is all I got in the end.

2. Get Up-- Amel Larrieux-- I mean, it's inspirational to me, I don't know about anybody else.

3. No More Drama-- Mary J Blige-- No explination needed.

4. Troubles-- Alicia Keys-- I like this song. I always have. But right now, it has a new meaning. Part of the song goes "If you're troubled/ You just gotta let it go/And if you're worried, baby/You just gotta let it go/ All you're hustles ain't for nothing/You just gotta take it slow"... and I'm really feeling that.

5. Shake It Off-- Mariah Carey-- As irritating as this song is, it actually defines my mindstate. I just had to shake the negative and replace it with positive. I'm working on it.

There you are, folks... enjoy!

Tuesday, October 18

Thank everyone of you who have shown me love during my tough time... it's getting better. Even the man got off his dick shit and started acting like he got some home training (I think his sisters got in that ass, but that's just a theory). I'll be back soon. Much love!

Miss Jessi